And now The pain that surges inside me It's always there But why in me? Why am I the one to hurt The one to cut my self to scars On skin and mind and puking up some healthy bars I cut and cut, the pain won't come My senses like my nerves is gone Cut off from the rest of my body Like the blade that cut it's name on me I think the name was Cody Cold as a fish, hard as a stone That's how I became when I was left all alone